I am. Granted I am working on it by trying to lose some weight. Its to the point where I feel people don't take me serious, but hopefully that can change. Typically I don't get past the point of being judged until people know me really well, and even then I have trouble with it. I have always been self conscious, even when I was in shape while playing football, but after I hurt my back it went all down hill. I try and hide it with being a jack ass and sarcasm, some people who I have known for years don't even know my deflection mechanisms.